I'm off to dreamland a terrible place
Where nightmares are real and my life is a fake
What i see i don't get and what changes is real
The pattern is twisted and soon I will feel
The pang of excuses for reality show
My thoughts cant comprehend what im sure my mind knows
This mutiny of my thoughts controlling my brain
Should be the other way around driving me insane
I'm out of my mind but trapped in my head
Lost in this place neither alive nor dead
I love it and hate it losing all control
I let it take over give in to its pull
Once again i fall into the trap of this world
And soon i will be where my thoughts are unfurled
I cant control life that doesnt exist
But i try every night to control this
This is my life as i wish it were so
The only problem is that i have no control
What i think in my head comes to life in this land
It terrifies me and becomes out of hand
Unconcious thinking clearly in a world without laws
The boundaries nonexistent i am its only flaws
This land that i thrive for to get away from it all
I know not what to do i know nothing at all
And when im awake i have only this place on my mind
Wondering if i can ever come back but im falling behind
But i know that the end is now over its the beginning i feel